I was full of a hot, powerful sadness and would have loved to burst into the comfort of tears, but tried hard not to, remembering something my Guru once said — that you should never give yourself a chance to fall apart because, when you do, it becomes a tendency and it happens over and over again. You must practice staying strong, instead.
AND I’m crying in a ball on my bed…. Boys with cute accents that sound like they are going to cry when singing a song that already makes me cry…. too much
To wake up to that every morning… UGH
Sometimes things are sooooo tiny they are cute… the same works with big… WANT